Sunday, March 29, 2015

A testimony

I wrote this in December

My first two grandchildren were baptized in November.  That was pretty cool...yet another reminder that time is flying by, and I am getting older.  For Adam's baptism, Christina asked Ashley to give a talk about baptism and asked me to give the talk on the Holy Ghost.  I felt quite honored and put my all into making sure it was perfect.  Both Christina and Ashley related the experience about why Christina asked Ashley to give the talk on baptism.  According to Christina, Ashley has a testimony that she isn't afraid to talk about, and she doesn't apologize for it.  In fact, Christina described it as the green side of a Scotch Brite.  Then someone followed up to say, "and everyone knows that the yellow side is useless."  This got me thinking.  I, myself, have a strong testimony.  But every testimony meeting I usually just sit over on my regular pew and keep it to myself.  I rarely feel the need to bear or share my testimony with anyone.  It's mine.  It's strong.  I work daily to strengthen it.  However, what good is my testimony?  It must be just as useless as the yellow side of the Scotch Brite.

For December fast Sunday, I needed to fast for a very important reason.  I know that part of fasting is also bearing your testimony.  My whole mind and body felt compelled to get up to the pulpit and share the story about the Scotch Brite as well as bear a strong testimony about my knowledge of the Savior.  So I did.  My words were powerful, and I was unapologetic.   It felt amazing.  

Aw, yes....my blog

I love reading other people's blogs.  It is so exciting when someone updates.  Then I go to my page.  I write a paragraph and decide it is too boring and erase the whole thing.  Well, blogs are not a thing of the past.  There are some amazing stories out there that should be shared.  There are good times and bad times that can be great inspiration to others.

I am just in the last leg of pharmacy school.  Who knew that an old lady with 16 grandkids could get her doctorate degree?!?! Right?  It is crazy.  Sometimes I stop to reflect and think that I am really crazy to even dare to go into debt ($175,000) for it.  Other times I think that I am having the time of my life.  I love every single minute of this learning and participating in people's lives.  How could I possibly NOT do this.

Every day I wake up completely exhausted from the day before, but energized by the activities and excitement of the new day.  I figure there will be a day, somewhere in the future, when I can nap. Every time I feel like I have just finished a project, I look down and realize that my list of assignments and projects is just as long as it was before.

Last week I hit a milestone.  I was so excited.  After months of hard work pursuing a residency, I was rewarded with a match.  I felt like I was walking on cloud 9.  I took the whole weekend off and just relished in the accomplishment.  It felt like I was jumping on a trampoline, and I had really hit the big one.  I was flying high in the air after hitting the trampoline just right.  Then Monday morning, when I looked down, the trampoline was gone....I had forgotten to turn in an assignment (big fat zero on that one) and forgotten to send some vital information to my preceptor that I had promised over the weekend.  Lesson learned....just because you accomplished something doesn't mean you are done.  Just keep on, keepin' on.

I'll post more, if others post more.  Deal??